by [sarah] Cavar
(After Eimear McBride (2013), A Girl is a Half-Formed Thing)
Take me backwards into that
the dark world of myself.
Sidledare remove me from the light-beings
Sidlequick disapprehend the body
From their quick encurdled
Thumbs. Together a dreaming
a world without milk, bones in
venting chalices of seismic range.
Someplace where the babies
elsewhere got the lie
-down dead ditch dirt
wormfood wrinklestrain bodyminds
Tossed into their weathering yummy
language angels eat
[sarah] Cavar is a PhD candidate and transMad writer-about-town. Their debut novel, Failure to Comply, is forthcoming with featherproof books (2024). Cavar is editor-in-chief of manywor(l)ds.place, and has had work published in The Offing, Split Lip Magazine, Electric Lit, and elsewhere. More at www.cavar.club, @cavar on BlueSky, and @cavarsarah on twitter.
Cheryl Caesar is a writer, teacher of writing and visual artist living in Lansing. She is an associate professor at Michigan State University, and does research and advocacy for culturally-responsive pedagogy. Cheryl’s chapbook of protest poetry Flatman is available from Amazon, and some of her Michigan poems, watercolors and charcoal sketches appear in Words Across the Water, volumes 1 and 2, a collaboration between the Lansing and Chicago poetry clubs.